Disaster

Somehow, I made it past yesterday.

Yesterday everything was a disaster.

There were no disasters. Everything was
as it always is.

But my mind and my heart said everything is
a disaster.

The world was heavy in my hands. My actions,
small and futile.

Hopes? What are hopes.
Broken pieces of dreams pricking hearts, a
reminder of nothing.

Dreams? What are dreams.
Misguided and empty. Broken promises of a
new tomorrow without disaster.

Yesterday there were no disasters.

Just a mind and a heart struggling against disaster.

Still, I made it past yesterday.